It took a while but god damn I love this album. It is absolutely batshit and insane and I’m sitting here finishing my 5th listen ready for midnight mass. I don’t care if it’s considered a bloated mess by a million prewritten think pieces. I don’t give a shit what controversies he uses to promote his music. I love that he literally lit himself on fire for this shit and locked himself in a basement for weeks because he knew he couldn’t focus. Music fucking sucks right now and this is the first album in a long time that made me think of checking back in on this place. I miss feeling this way. There are songs that bring me back to graduation, yeezus, 808s, pablo era - theres a throwback to every album that came before it. I don’t care that it’s cheesy. I don’t care that come to life turns into the best song journey ever wrote. I don’t care that he sounds out of breath on off the grid it’s his best effort in a long time. I don’t even care that there’s multiple versions of the same song. I even fucking love that it doesn’t have a concrete message other than that he’s lonely, upset but possibly coming to terms with it. It’s just him escaping with music and it is beautiful.